Wow I have so much to write about that happened over the past two weeks- but I'm just too damn lazy. It would be the length of a novel so yeah no thanks.

I did though want to brush up on the fact that it has been over a month since I graduated. Can you believe it? And yes, it finally hit me. After about a week I started to have some serious talks with myself about everything. Where I currently am, and where I really want to go. Before graduating I had a general idea of what I wanted to do and a few options that I could possibly play out but I never really decided or made an actual concrete decision. Obviously I was planning to wait till it was all over, but it's here now and it's not as easy as i thought it would be.

I did the usual pros & cons list, a spread sheet & budget on my money spendings, looked at a few job options and possible growth, research on lifestyle & communities- everything you can think of before making a big decision like this. I spent about a week into all this planning and researching till it finally hit me. Why am I doing all this research when I already know what I want? I was thinking way too much about the small things (which actually cluttered my mind) when I should have been focusing on the bigger picture.

Now I have a lot to look forward to. Let's hope I have the strength to get there!